| so no ones on here right? time to vent.. so my new years resolution came true i made A&B honor.. ive gotten close to my rents &i should be happy with life right now right?.. hmm how do i say this .. the people i love it seems like i dont even know them no more theres some exceptions but im just stunned.. everything just happened so fast.. so lets start the venting with the cause of my emoional ups &downs.. jimmy anthony nguyen.. who else right? off&on for about 3 years noww.. but its officialy off hes found someone better & the sad thing is i realalize it.. it hurts but me &him grew aprt well thats what i believed.. so theres a big chunck of my heart gone.. but im ready to move on.. we started out when we wre lik what 13? that quote you're to too young to be in love is true to an extent.. we are to young to handle love but we have a right to fall in love tht young.. because love well the love i had was a beautiful feeling.. i just cant explain it .. but people have to understand even though we are young we can be in love we might not have the love you have everyone has there own certain love with their partner.. hm yes i do still love him.. but its kinda sad how us not being together no more doesnt affect me that much.. i really want to move on.. see what else is out there.. im scared but i have to do it .. i shoulda done it a long time ago but jimmy was just always there and we have this bond we will always have that bond so it was so easy for me to come to him.. not another boyy.. but now i want another guy.. see how it is .. all my life my love life equaled jimmy.. so now im ready to make another equation =].. so now my other lost.. gayceker? member that word ?.. i wonder if yall girls still do. everythings so crazy right now with you guys .. i still love yall i will always love you girls.. but everythings changing &i dont think we are changing we really are just growing up.. with each other or not with each other we are moving on.. growing up.. we cant always be those girl that have those crazy random times together.. even though i wish we can be.. every single one of uss are growing up.. i will always cherish the moements weve had together .. its just so much happened this year .. truthfully the way we are right now im fine with it. im fine with every single one f yall girls well i hope i am cause no one had said something different.. but i just wanna say the reason why we are nt gayceker no more is just a cliche of teenage girl cliques typical drama that happens &im ashamed it happened to us i always thought we were different from those "cliques" because i thought we was never a "clique" we were a family in my eyes.. cliques are made up of girls that get along because all of them have the same interests.. but us? hell no ! only daymn thing we have in common is we like to eat &thats human nature.. 8 girl 8 diff personalitys 8 diff lives 8 wayy different girls together we was a family because cliques dont love each other like we do.. so i thinks thats it.. i feel better now =] my head is clear.. sorry is i spelled a lot of things wrong &im to lazy to check i just needed to vent.. now i can go on with my summer.. party like a rockstar motherr efferrr ;D |
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| man... you guys remember when you thought love was just "oh shes hot,oh hes hot lets be together &have fun" ya i wanna go back when it was like that when love didnt really mean much =/ |
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| '07 hoes ;] recapof '06 [gayceker is the LOVE of mah life][i noe who i am][ive been thru hell dis year][everyting dat happened dis year happened for a reason][i am STRONGER][i hav mah real friends][i can b independent][i still love him][he still loves me deal wit it][yes i can be a bitch but idc][i will succed][i am going to get a full scholarship][no matta wut im going to make da honor roll dis year][i gonna get close wit mah rents] dese r all FACTS&PROMISES <3 ABBY |
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| yes its tru..... IM BRING SEXY XANGA BAC ! =P mwahahaha |
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| so mah weekend wasnt dat great...........
but da best part was wen i saw him on fri
da moments dat we spend 2gether mean da world 2 me
wut can i say.....
I LUV HIM =]]
"as long as he luvs me.....
everyting is perfect"
old pics from hc....jimmy jus scanned dem....dont lik all dem....but dey make me laugh =]]
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